I just don’t even know. I love Desi with all my heart, she’s practically my sister. But never, in a billion years did I think I would EVER find her making out with the guy I told her I love, on her car. I literally felt my heart snap in two…
I forgave her the first time for the T thing, but I’m pretty sure I can’t deal a second time… WHY? ?
I wish he weren’t so magnetic…
And feelings of any kind for that matter.
I have the biggest crush I’ve had in years…and that would be all fine if it were on the person it’s SUPPOSED to be on. But ugh, its one of those forbidden, butterflies in stomach, smiley, blush when he’s around crushes and he’s so unbelievably cute and new and untarnished by this stupid town. Maybe thats where most of the appeal lies, but I don’t know really.
This other guy I’m supposed to be talking to is friends with him, and dont get me wrong I like him a lot, thats why this sucks so much. Its unfair to him to keep it going if I have these confusingly strong feelings for his friend. Ugh…I don’t know what to do!!!
Wake n’ bake with That 70’s Show…nuff said!